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Wednesday and Friday at 6:10pm
Saturday at 3:30pm
Hi everyone, I'm sorry that I haven't been writing in this month. I've started school in September - did I tell you that? - and Year 10 is harder than I thought. Year 10 is the time that you have to start worrying about your education - which, for me, this time is now. Recently, I have started feeling empty, lost and feel like I have disappointing everyone - including you guys. It has started to worry me a bit, because I have never felt this way before. I haven't even told anyone but you guys, which I feel like it's my escape from this horrible, disgusting world, into my world - sounds cliche. Everyday, I have to make everyone happy, but no matter how hard I try to, they still won't be happy. I feel like I'm starting to get worried about everyday things, because I'm trying to be a perfectionist, but at the back of my mind, I know that it's OK for everything to not go perfect, but I just ignore it. Year 10 is going to be the worst year of my life. Year 9 was a lot more bubbly and funny times, but I feel that Year 10 is going to destroy the old me, which I'm so worried about. Sorry for this boring, weird post I have written today, but I just wanted to get this off my chest, which now feels like a weight lifted off my shoulder.
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